{"id":361,"date":"2011-03-02T23:47:00","date_gmt":"2011-03-03T07:47:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mixhart.ca\/blog\/?p=361"},"modified":"2013-11-12T13:44:31","modified_gmt":"2013-11-12T21:44:31","slug":"touch-me-not-because-i-am-free-wild-to-hold-though-i-seem-tame","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.mixhart.ca\/index.php\/touch-me-not-because-i-am-free-wild-to-hold-though-i-seem-tame\/","title":{"rendered":"Touch me not because I am free; wild to hold though I seem tame."},"content":{"rendered":"
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Me taken on photo booth, right now…swimming for shore.
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I have personally been involved in a battle.\u00a0<\/div>\n
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However, I have had major life battles when I was so ill, I wanted someone to shoot me to take me out of the pain. And other times when I had such severe anxiety, I wanted to run in front of a train, to escape the feelings that were chasing me…So, in the scheme of my life, this is a battle but not the same as a life and death battle. More of an emotional battle ground. One that feels as though it takes place on an ocean of unpredictable and fierce currents.<\/div>\n
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\u00a0I am still in the battle, but I am swimming towards shore.\u00a0<\/div>\n
What a battle like this does, is flush out the friends from the frenemies. Those who want to control me and those who want to help me. \u00a0<\/div>\n
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To those who listened, questioned, despite having their doubts and although they had strong opinions opposite to mine…I thank you. You were a friend when I needed one.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Me taken on photo booth, right now…swimming for shore.(yes, I am as bad as my daughters for taking photo booth self portraits) I have personally been involved in a battle.\u00a0 However, I have had major life battles when I was … Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"kt_blocks_editor_width":"","_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[731],"class_list":["post-361","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-life-crisis"],"aioseo_notices":[],"aioseo_head":"\n\t\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t